Sorry to Say

I have a friend. But she comes to me when she doesn't have a friend. When I don't follow in her footsteps, she leaves me and goes off with another who follows hers.

In this post, I would like to express my disappointment in her. We went to tuition together, so obviously she sits next to me all the time. During tuition, she texts a guy. She said that he's not her boyfriend. I used to resent him so much last year but I apologised so I don't hate him, I just like, don't care or whatever. When I asked her who was she texting, and she answered, I decided to be playful like last year, like always and say "eeeeeww!". She didn't even look at me or acknowledge that I was saying anything. Okay, never mind.

When I got home, I was infatuated by Hana Yori Dango. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to a DVD store and look for the DVDs. Since I already watched the whole series (season 1, season 2, final movie), I wanted to search for a new drama, J-Drama preferably, so I sent a message to my 'friend' asking her for recommendations. Guess what? I sent the message like 30 minutes ago and I still haven't got any replies. None at all. What a great friend.

You can reply your 'NOT BOYFRIEND's text while learning but you can't reply the one you claim as your 'best friend's text at all? Sorry to say, but **** ***. I tried to find other words to express my disappointment and anger, but only those two words came to mind.

Family? Nah

I'm giving up. I can't stand living at my mom's place. I'm gonna take all my stuffs there and move it over here. Next year, my dad's gonna send me to school every morning and I'm gonna stay back at school, he's gonna pick me up in the evening. I know it sucks because having a nearby house is better. I can go to school with a bike, I can ask my maid to send the books I forgot to bring to school.

But I'm ready to give it all up. Because I'd rather live far from school, permanently, than go back to my mom's house.

To whoever reading this, don't judge me, because you don't have the experience of living inside my body, as me. You don't have a separated family, you don't have a bitchy attitude and an urge to swear in diaries when you're mad, you don't have a bitchy little sister who shows your diary about you swearing to your mom, you don't have a mom who treats you like shit.

You might have some of the above, but you definitely don't have all of them. So just STFU.

Thank you

NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS

This post is not gonna be long (I think) coz I really dunno what to type.. Codes:
1) RED: super curses
2) PURPLE: common curses
3) GREEN :could be a curse
4) YELLOW: mild curses
5) KINDA BLUE: not a curse but still bad
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Ok, this morning, I was super bored so I texted my crush. Yeah it's still boring coz he replies like a tortoise (I used to call him that). Oh yeah now I know what to write. I'm gonna curse here. So...
THIS IS A WARNING TO ALL GOODY-TWO-SHOES. DO YOU TOLERATE CURSES? IF NOT, PLEASE LEAVE RIGHT NOW.
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Ok there. YOU WERE WARNED.
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There's this girl who also likes my crush. And she's jealous (serves you right, spying on him all the time!). I have this comment that says I just learned the backstroke yesterday. I said it's vavi coz water keeps splashing into my nose and mouth. Then she fuckingly commented that backstroke is easy. I got pissed off and said the water got splashed because people keep swimming and splashing. And I also said that yeah swimming is easy, so I challenge you to a match of freestyle.
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Then the dumbass said freestyle is hard. Serves her right being so stuck-up! She said breast stroke. I said freestyle. She said breast stroke and she challanges me to a race using breast stroke. I mean, fuck it, everybody can do breast stroke. I said no, freestyle. Then she gave up.
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Stupid stuck-up girl. I really, really hate her. No wonder my crush hates her like fucking hell!
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Try to count my curses :)