4-D

I haven't made a blog post about my gang at TGB eh? Well, now I have. We call ourselves the 4-D on random occasions, it's not even an official name but yeah. 4Ds for four people with Ds? Hahaha there's me, Dania, Edora whom we call Dora, Hidayah whom we call Dayah or Yayah, and Adilah whom I seldom call Dila but always call Adijas. Her name is Adilah Jasmine so yeah.

I don't need to tell you guys about me. Reading my blog posts are enough to tell you guys who I am, right? Let's start with the roomies first. Edora. Her bed is the second bed and it's next to mine. She has a very fair skin which I am jealous of. And she has hair which I am also jealous of because it looks so... babyish. Hahahaha. She's the one who always call me Lan. She's always in a world of her own. She's like the Malay version of Luna Lovegood.

Next is Dayah a.k.a Yayah. She's in the fourth bed. She's like my stepdaughter as she calls me her stepmother. At night, I give her a bottle of baby oil and she lathers my hair with it hoho free spa. And the other day, she buffed my nails and did my hair like a conch shell. How cute. And she totally understands my obsession with my crush. I demand a stuffed turtle on my birthday from her! The 'real' turtle is very much welcomed. Hahaha stuff him in a box and give it to me, I'll keep him for sure *kening2

Last but not least is Adijas. She's not my roomie, she's in FA07, we're in FA09, but we're close. She has a rocker's voice kah kah kah and she likes Alif Satar's songs. She's a K-POP fan, I still don't see what's so cool about it but anyway. Somehow she always ended up meeting weird people like toot and Creepy Girl hahaha she got so freaked out with the latter. She can't make her mind about something on the spot, like the PUM. First she wants it, then she wants to resign, then she wants it again and now she has officially resigned from the test. Haish, she always study until late night and I occasionally have to wake her up for Subuh. I also have to wake Dayah up, which is sort of annoying when she really doesn't want to get off of her bed. She calls her mum everyday at 5pm, which I admire. Or maybe it's because she doesn't have a cell phone with her? I just text my mom. My mom supports me in bringing a phone with me because she claimed she can't stand a day without texting me hahaha you're the best. 

So I think that's all about 4-D. Stay tuned for more :D

P/S : Adijas made a blog post about us. Read it!

Sleepover 2k12

Assalamualaikum and happy holidays. Ceh, ok. Last night Syazana and I had a sleepover at my house. We only have sleepovers at my dad's house because there's more privacy and I don't have to deal with the constant knocking from Ilyas when I'm at my dad's place. I downloaded Dead Silence, a movie I watched at TGB.

I called for the pizza. Hehehe domino's pizza~~~ I ordered a regular cheese burst double decker meatasaurus. It was full of meat, mushroom, barbecue sauce. Yum... Ok so we ate on my bed and thankfully we were 16 so no ants came up to bite me at night. I put some chili flakes on the pizza and combined with the barbecue sauce... I'll leave it for you guys to put your imagination to work. After we finished the pizza, we watched the movie. I was soooo grateful I didn't download Ju-On. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I did... Even though I have already watched the movie, I still cover my face with a pillow hehe.

After the movie ended, we stalked some people online, namely the seniors at my school. I am okay. Hahaha. Let's just say they're not as skema as I thought they are. I won't spill anything anymore about mine and Syazana's stalking talent (kidding). You guys have to stalk em yourself. Then Syazana got tired and went to sleep whereas I continued reading dramione fanfiction. I read so much these past few days... If fanfiction can be written in the Nilam book, then I'd have the title NILAM already instead of Gangsa.

 ^Click on the picture to view it in full size^

So I ended up going to sleep at around half past three in the morning. I woke up to Syazana flapping (is it the right word? Not fapping, flapping) my comforter. I wore a baju kelawar, I can't very well type bat shirt can I? Hahahahaha ok that sounds weird. And so my 'pajamas' were lifted up while sleeping. So I woke up because I felt cold huhuhu Syazana shame on you. At 12.30, she went home.......yeah and now I'm typing away on my blog. 

That's all I think. Farewell. Assalamualaikum

La Tahzan

La tahzan, innallaha ma'ana. Janganlah bersedih, sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama dengan kita. 

It seems that I'm saying it to myself instead of saying them to my friends. I cried while writing a farewell letter to Syazana. I didn't cry like the sort of drama like when the girls cry with just tears streaming down their faces. I cried like, a real cry. I was lucky the mucus didn't drop to the letter XD

I don't know why, but it was a the-moment kind of feeling. I honestly thought I wouldn't cry at all! I really surprised myself when I saw tear drops coming down on my arm. I thought of Syazana and Iwana and all the memories I had with them and then... *drop* *drip* *drop* *sniff* *wipe* *cry some more*. 

I'll miss all of my friends who have stuck with me till the very end at JESS. I will remember the vows we recite every morning (hopefully), I'll remember the school song. Never in my life have I been sadder to leave a school. Never in my life have I felt sad while singing the school's song. Never in my life have I felt like energetic and sad at the same time reciting the school vows. It all happened this week. This week has been a very eventful and emotional week for me, and for my friends who will miss me. 

You guys, Syazana, Aliya, Atiqah, Iwana, Mariah, uhibbukafillah.

Cheers!

My blog looks sort of cheery with a light background and the cat gif, but when I read the posts... they look like they were typed by a suicidal teenager... which I am not. Suicidal, I mean. I am a perfectly typical teenager. So I decided to be more cheerful in my blog. I'll try not to post those emotional stuffs like I'm some sort of permanently heartbroken teen, which I am also not...

So! Today I didn't go to school, I went to Hospital Pakar An-Nur for a medical check-up, you know, for the MRSM entrance. I drank 7 cups of cold water and the container is still... less than a fifth full. How sad T.T And then my bladder decided "oh, the check-up's over. Better get full then". I was like "........." Hahaha. And and and that evening mummy bought two baju kurungs for me! Thanks mummy :3 The total was 320 har-har I felt guilty... But mummy was the one who offered to buy it.

If you're a loyal fan (ceh!) of my blog, you'll notice that I have a new playlist up there, or beside here, wherever. There are 2 One Direction songs which concludes that I am a 1D fan, for now. I mean, how could I NOT love Harry Styles. His voice is like electric! The part that says "You're my kryptonite" in One Thing is ugh *eargasm*. Plus, he's really cute. Even though his face is very very very cute, his voice is not like JB (Justin Bieber ok not Johor Bahru (failed attempt to make jokes)) his hair is not like JB. So he's unique! *hugs imaginary Harry Styles*

Even though I'm moving in a few days, moving schools, that is, I still come to school (except for today...) and I still do my homework! Diligent eh? Muahahaha *vain*. Well, I better catch up with my homework with Syazana. I'm gonna miss her :( We're gonna do a sleepover later this weekend. You guys are hereby uninvited (hoho) to my slumber party.

Love,
Dania

MRSM Acceptance

Assalamualaikum,

I am writing to tell you guys that I was offered a spot in MRSM Tun Ghafar Baba or MRSM Jasin as it was known before its 25th anniversary. I applied for MRSM Taiping, but I got a better one, and for that, I am thankful to Allah. Alhamdulillah.

I'll miss my dear friends who have stuck with me from the beginning to the very end in JESS who are Aliya, Syazana, and Atiqah. They've been very loyal, very nice, very supporting, they guide me to the right path, they still do, mind you and they almost know me too well. I know Aliya and Syazana will miss me. I'll miss you guys so much. I'll write you guys letters before I go, so you'll have something to remember me by.

And friends who are going away, I hope you remember the ones who are going their separate ways and the ones who are still at JESS. They've been with you for three years, they deserve their share of memories.

People who I have hurt or scar, I am truly deeply sorry. If you want compensation, come to me for it and I'd be glad to give it to you depending on the value. If you want me to seek for forgiveness directly, tell me. I want a fresh start at a new school, not carrying old sins on my back.

I know I am sort of a spoiled child, but I'll strive to get used to the new environment. No pain, no gain, aite? I want to join the swimming team, if there's any. I know there's a swimming club... I know my hands will get rough from all the hand-washing-clothes. I know I'll be sleep-deprived. But I have to face them all.

I know my paragraphs don't have linkers. That's because they don't relate to each other haha. I was thinking of posting something like, touchy and sentimental like this but alas, I'm a bummer for those kind of letters. Not hating or anything, but I just can't type like that... But I wish I can. So, I'll end this at this. This is not a farewell letter okay :*

Love,
Dania

Sorry to Say

I have a friend. But she comes to me when she doesn't have a friend. When I don't follow in her footsteps, she leaves me and goes off with another who follows hers.

In this post, I would like to express my disappointment in her. We went to tuition together, so obviously she sits next to me all the time. During tuition, she texts a guy. She said that he's not her boyfriend. I used to resent him so much last year but I apologised so I don't hate him, I just like, don't care or whatever. When I asked her who was she texting, and she answered, I decided to be playful like last year, like always and say "eeeeeww!". She didn't even look at me or acknowledge that I was saying anything. Okay, never mind.

When I got home, I was infatuated by Hana Yori Dango. Tomorrow I'm gonna go to a DVD store and look for the DVDs. Since I already watched the whole series (season 1, season 2, final movie), I wanted to search for a new drama, J-Drama preferably, so I sent a message to my 'friend' asking her for recommendations. Guess what? I sent the message like 30 minutes ago and I still haven't got any replies. None at all. What a great friend.

You can reply your 'NOT BOYFRIEND's text while learning but you can't reply the one you claim as your 'best friend's text at all? Sorry to say, but **** ***. I tried to find other words to express my disappointment and anger, but only those two words came to mind.

Lost Hope

I went to netball practice for the first time in my life just now. I arrived at school at around 3.50 pm by bike. I sat on a bench in the canteen full of hope that Iman would come there quick. Alas, she arrived. The practice began by running three rounds around the netball court. My shoelace untied itself magically during the last round  and Zahra told me about it. I tried to brush it off by saying it's okay and stuff but she said it'd be very dangerous , so I tied it up again.

Then came the horrifying part. When they did the in-and-out or whatever it is, I... failed miserably. Not only did I didn't jump, I couldn't catch the ball well either. Finally, a senior taught me privately by throwing the ball at me and made me throw it back to her quickly until my hands almost went numb. I didn't give up yet but I felt like this sport wasn't for me. Then Fithriyaani coached me. The ball hit my face at least twice because of my inexperience catching it. Playing defence to me just meant preventing the opposing team from getting the ball, not catching it myself. Soon, I felt light-headed. I said "I don't think I can do this (being on the team for a long-term) but Iman and Fithriyaani encouraged me by saying "Don't worry, it happens when you're new". If you can guess what happened next, you obviously know me well.

I almost fainted.

No big deal, I faint once almost every month. Twice each month if I'm unlucky and it's a schooling month with no holidays. Thrice if there're sport practice. 

Okay so back to the story. I was sent to the canteen, feeling very light-headed and tired. My hands felt really numb. I felt very useless. Like I disappointed everybody. I disappointed myself. I have never trained a sport for a long-term and not faint or almost faint. Swimming may be the best sport for me, but the first time I swam 10 laps of freestyle? I couldn't get up in the changing room and everything sort of became dark. Handball? Even though I scored a goal (superbly if I may say so, the senior said so too), I still didn't get picked for the school team. 

When I first started freestyle last two years, I kept swallowing the pool water and it burnt my throat. I kept saying to the coach and the senior that I can't do it. The coach said "You don't know yet if you can do it or not if you don't practice", so I trained and I found out that freestyle is the best swimming style I can do! In netball, my friends said almost the same thing, but I didn't feel the burst of motivation, of passion. I think I know why. If I suck in swimming, it won't affect anyone but me. Only I would get hurt in the process. It's a solo sport. Netball, on the other hand, requires teamwork. If I flunk, it might make the whole team flunk too. See what I mean? 

As a conclusion to my first long blog entry of the year, I'd like to say that I don't think I'm quite fit for netball. What if I faint during a match? Ooh, that wouldn't look good. I need to swim again. I think that's the only thing for me, swimming. 

Happy Birthday Aliya!

Today's Aliya's birthday. She's one of my best friends who stuck with me through thick and thin. Even though since we went to JESS, we sort of had less time spent with each other, we're still sort of best friends, right? She's turning 15 today aww so proud of my boo boo cehh hahaha. Even though she's younger than me, she's so tall ._.

I first met her when I went to an ABIM branch near my house, because my mom wanted me to study more about Islam. She's the first one to greet an awkward and very alone me. But I didn't get to sit beside her because she sat next to Amalina. I sat in front of her and next to Mimi. Soon, they both were jealous and wanted my attention lol they're so cute. Ah.. I still remember Aliya pulling my skirt so I won't move places next to Mimi since at the time I was sitting next to Atika. And then when my number got blocked because Hanna jammed the lock, I changed numbers. Aliya texted Acap and asked if I changed my number and asked for my new number. She herself confessed her jealousy. Hahaha how cute, Aliya. But soon the three of us became best friends and went to school together the next year. But then it became just Mimi and I since Aliya had her Arabic class during the morning... After that, it was just Bibik and me since Mimi transferred schools :(

So here are some of the pictures of Me, Aliya and some with Mimi. Ah, the sweet memories :)

Okay I know I was so chubby

Mimi, Me, Aliya

After the ABIM Ihtifal 2008

Me, Aliya, Ustazah Jun, Mimi, Yaya

Me and Aliya

Me and Aliya again

Netball

Even though I'm sleepy and it's already 10:50 pm, I'm still excited. The Form 3 students have an inter-class competition for netball and football. The football is naturally for the boys while the girls have to play netball.

My class, 3 Inovatif was the first to compete. Haaa we were like "OMG we're first!". We played against Dinamik. I was goal defence during the first half while Sarah was GD during the second half. It was a clean game with lots of whistle sounds -_- we were the first, what did you expect? A seamless game? Think again haha. Even though it was clean, with no severe fouls, one person from Dinamik sweared. Uh oh, that's enough to be considered a foul ~ But we let it go because maybe it was instinct when pushed from behind. Finally, we won with the score 4-0. Iman scored 4 of the goals I think (?).

Our second game was during like, what 10 something or 11-ish... against Cendekia. Cendekia was feared, a lot, by all of us. It was rumoured that they play hard and aggressive. They also have good teamwork. If Idzni, Fithriyaani, Iman, Aiman wasn't in our team, we'd surely lose by what, 6 marks? Haha. It was a tough match and I pushed, a lot. Hey, not fouls okay just shoving with shoulders lightly. I mean, they're girls, and I'm not that mean. But I ain't no angel too haha. I was WA (Wing Attack. Reference for Adriana, our self-appointed coach whose assistant does a better job (Amalia)) for the first half and gave it to Sarah for the second half. Fithriyaani had to be GD because for God's sake we're competing against Cendekia! During the second half and we were leading with 3-2, I was walking to and fro restlessly, continuously asking for how much time is left. When it was 1 minutes and 30 seconds more, the Cendekias realized we were stalling as much as we could so they couldn't score and we would win since the time is so short. Suddenly, a miracle happened. We scored. And after the shoot, time's up. Hehehe so we won by 4-2. Two shoots were scored by Iman, and 2 more by Aiman.

Tomorrow we're fighting against Proactive during like 9 something and then Kreatif during 11 something. Gotta bring sunblock. Wish us Inovatifs luck! Tata.

Hey Atiqah

Hey there,

I just want to say I miss being your friend. You used to be my best friend and I think it's my fault that we're distant now. You used to give me advice when I'm at loss and I know you mean well, but my temper always got the worse out of me.

I dreamt about you last night. I said I miss it all. You said you missed it too. When I woke up, it sorta triggered something, so I decided to make this post. It's your birthday tomorrow right? I'm still thinking about what present to buy to you. I suck at choosing presents -_- but I won't give you cupcakes like I did for my other friends, because you want a present, not cupcakes. I'll make sure I give you a present.

So let me just reminisce in the past okay? Haha. You know me so well that when a person typed 'dudeeee', you instantly know it's me. Even I didn't notice that I say 'dude' a lot haha. You're the one who influenced me to read manga. I didn't know it was addicting. Now I'm not so addicted to manga, but still, yeah you get the gist. You're the one who influenced me to make this blog, so I'm grateful to you. And you always let me borrow your books, I'm grateful for that too. Lastly, you've been with me when I'm at my best and when I'm at my worst. I can't thank you enough for that.

Happy advanced birthday! I'll wish you again this night :) Hoho why so jiwang Dania.

Surprise!

Words cannot express how much I love you guys right now. I love you guys, Amalia, Sarah, and Aiman <3 Really, I feel like hugging each of you, except Aiman. Okay I hugged them already.

They planned a surprise birthday party for me, even though it's not my birthday yet. I kinda guessed it yesterday, but Sarah and Ama did a good job in fooling me, so yeah, I really thought there wasn't going to be a birthday party for me. I braced myself for the disappointment anyway. But I wasn't disappointed. My three most loved best friends did it, for me :) They tried really hard to make me happy since I was kinda sad, okay, I was really sad, I was crying because of my exam results.

I washed my face in the girls' toilet, accompanied by Ama and Sarah. Then we went back to class to get our bags so we can change our clothing. After that, we prayed. I was in the process of cheering up. I was like, looking everywhere for Aiman. Okay, you got me. I didn't look for him. I just kept on asking. Haha. Sarah also said he couldn't find Aiman. Ama asked "kau bukak lampu takk?". Hahahaha.

Next, we went to class. It was empty. I saw Adnin. I asked her if she saw Aiman. She said he's in 3 Ini. I was like 'okay' and I continued drinking from my water bottle. She said Aiman called for me. Sarah and Ama also said he needed me. That was when I was wondering if there is really a suprise birthday party or not.

THERE WAS.

I walked in and saw Aiman holding a cake with candles lit up. They sang me Happy Birthday :') Then I blew the candles. Okay, now I remember. I didn't make a wish. Hahahaha okay it doesn't really matter anyway. Khurafat2. Anyway, here are the pictures :D

The brownie Sarah made. She didn't use the instant mixtures. She sacrificed her History studying time to make this. The candles are sponsored by Aiman.

Me cutting the brownie cake. And there's vanilla ice cream. Sponsored by Amalia, bought by Aiman who went to Econsave. Yes, that far one, using his bike.

The present Aiman gave me. It's a book, a famous one at that. Thank youuuu

This is the present Ama bought me. The story behind this is funny. I thought this was a pencil case. But then I asked Ama if my guess was right. She said "tak, die something yang kau suke". Then I felt the shape of the present, and I knew, it's a water bottle!

The conclusion is, I love you guys so so so much. And thank you for the early wishers :)

• Sarah Athina
• Farahin
• Amalia
• Adiba
• Aiman
• Sarah
• Iman

and sorry for those I forgot ><

Not Worth the Cals

I'm very proud of myself and I feel very tired but I just had to blog about this :) I went cycling just now from 5pm to 6pm. And I cycled about 7km :D Or was it 6 @.@? Uh, just use the merentas desa track distance and add 1.5km, haha.

I went with Atiqah. I texted her at 3.30 ish asking if she was free. She said she was, but it looked like it was gonna rain. Then I looked outside, it was bright and sunny and hot. I was like "rain? -_-". Then after texting blahblahblah, I went to school to pick her up. Man, it was hot like I'm being roasted over an open fire, except just now the fire's up above in the sky, millions and millions of miles away.

We got lost at first. Hahaha okay no. I thought it was a dead end, but it's actually not. After cycling for a long distance, we went back to school and bought an ice blended each. Okay totally not worth the calories burnt. Haha but I was cycling just because I want to sweat, not to get myself thin. I'm gonna eat anyway.

A Reply

This post is dedicated to Atiqah.

Waalaikumsalam. First of all, I would like to apologise for the super duper late reply. I wanted to answer immediately, but I knew if I did, then it won't be a sincere thing. So, I decided to make a whole post, just for that.

I've been doing fine. Nah, it's not only you. I think it's me too. There's just, almost nothing to talk about. It's just really awkward. Maybe it's because the way I talk is completely different from the way you talk. I'm very sorry. But I don't think I can do anything to just cut off the awkwardness.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder eh? I'm really glad you kinda feel that way. Moreover, you care about me, that makes me feel uh, how do it put it, really grateful. Thank you. Really, every night? You must miss me a lot then hahaha sorry perasan.

Yeah, people change. Like your recent post, even in one day a human can change a lot in a lot of ways. I don't even know what I've changed into. I'll try to talk to you, to be what we used to be. Nah, the posts I made are not even that important so don't spin your head thinking about it.

Sincerely,

someone who doesn't even know why she's writing in such formality,

Dania.

3 Inovatif Family Tree

So, there's a family tree for 3 Inovatif 2011. But it doesn't consist of all members. Sorry to those who are not in here. This family tree is created due to the creative minds of my friends and also me.

So let me explain how this family tree goes. Adriana married Aswan and got 2 boys, Aiman and Fikri. Sarah laughed because the colours are so... contra. Sorry :/ Then Fikri marries Afrina and gets Sarah Athina.

I got adopted by a single mom, Iman. And I got married to, look at the picture, and got Sarah and Amalia. They're twins. But one ovum is not fully developed so that ovum is fertilised and turns into Sarah. The other one is fully matured so it becomes Amalia. Sarah is stubborn since she says "mummy and daddy degil. dapat genetic due2, jadi lagi degil". Okay, stop with the excuses, Sarah.

Now for my neighbour. Our neighbour is Saiful who gets married with Idzni and gets a baby named Fithriyaani. Fithriyaani then marries Naim who is a van driver. I wanted to write lorry driver but Sarah insisted otherwise.

Let me remind you one more time, this family tree is made just for entertainment purposes solely. And it's not from my brain only, it's mainly from my friends'. I just play the role of the secretary.

Unpredictability

Today is a kinda eventful day. That's why I'm typing in here, because there was something worth remembering today, and worth appreciating.

Siti Sarah a.k.a. my spoiled best friend a.k.a. my foster daughter had a fever and is still having it. She wanted to stay after school with me and Adriana. As if I would let her. I acted like a real mom hehehe okay not funny, but really, I did. If she wasn't complaining, then I wouldn't scold her. But nooo, she just had to complain on and on and on, and you think I won't be annoyed? Think again. I sent her off till she reached her mom's car.

So... that leaves me with Adriana. We went to pray with Iman after Adriana's extra English class. When I got back from class, Adiba was waiting for Iman, alone in our class. Aww, her pretty face looks so cute hahaha, no, really, it is. I saw a note in my KH textbook, Aiman left because I thought I was gonna ignore him because he slept in class ==

I got so mad I tweeted ....okay I don't remember what I tweeted but I tweeted something immediately after reading that note. Then Adriana and I went outside to eat, and went to the library, read some books on the different cultures in Malaysia (nerds, typical) and I slept. I thought I was gonna drool.

A few minutes before 4, we went outside before the library teacher shoos us. We went to the toilet, Adriana waited outside. Then when I was fixing up my tudung, Adriana came inside and said "Aiman datang" and I was like O.O "Aiman Azfar or Nurul Aiman???". She said "Aiman Azfar lah, buat ape aku nak cakap kalau Nurul Aiman". I thought she was messing around since Aiman went to Zarif's house. I peeked outside and I saw him and I was like "OMGOMGOMG what have I done".

Turned out he came to school by bike. Like, really. He was sweating and he looked reaaaally tired. I was like "asal datang gak?". He said ...aaa I don't remember that one either but I said sorry a lot of times. Really, I didn't expect him to come for real!

Yeah, he's really nice. And really unpredictable ==

Drenched

I almost fainted during assembly this morning. But I sat down before I could faint, then after ikrar, Sarah brought me to the counselling room, then to the health room. Adriana asked me if I wanted to go home, I said I don't want to. She said I'm so good because if it was her, she'd go home and sleep and go online and watch TV. And I was like =.= Then we went to class.

During Science, I couldn't concentrate much since I was dizzy. But I managed to squeeze some infos into my wacky brain. I ate two pills of Panadol today, one before recess and one after recess. Really, the dizziness was keeping me from concentrating (tahun ni nak PMR, taubat dah tidur dalam kelas).

Before we went down for KH, we looked at the class photo shoot schedule. Our class was scheduled at 10.30 - 10.40. We were all like "WHAT? THEN HOW ABOUT OUR RECESS" okay ditch that. Only Sarah freaked out. We thought we were going to get our pics taken late because 3 Cendekia was like 20 minutes off schedule. During Sivik, we went down to the Computer Lab (can't remember the exact name, banyak sangat lah lab). Amalia and Adriana read my blog. And Amalia asked why wasn't her name in my blog. Well, now you have your name, Amalia. Thrice :) They said they are my blog's true fan hahahaha very funny.

A few minutes before recess, Kak Husniyyah asked us to go down to the assembly hall for the photo shoot. Hehe. Fikri sat in the middle. No teachers :( So I, apparently, have to sit next to him (I'm assistant monitor hehe) . But on his right there's Afrina. Hahaha. He's the only guy in the first row. Playboy ehhh. I looked back and saw other people towering over me (I'm sitting. The second row's standing. The third row's standing on chairs) and I saw Aiman. I said "uuu Aiman tinggi" slowly. Haha. The first shot was formal, the second was candid, the third was special candid. Fikri ran during the third because we can change positions. I sat next to Sarah, obviously.

I treated Sarah lunch. Haha I got extra money. Can't tell how much because I've been robbed before. Don't want to risk getting robbed, again. Then we did our homework. Then we watched football. It was a match between Kacang Hantu and WawWib. Yeahh KH won. The marks are 4-2. The field was drenched, like a pool. Afifi kept running and splashing water over Sarah and I on purpose. A cat walked into the middle of the field like it owns the field. Aiman had to carry it over to us twice. Haha Sarah is scared of caaatsssss.

Long enough la kan? Tata.

Bottle

I got new glasses, yay! But they're only temporary. I don't even know what brand it is. But, for the permanent-like one, I want a Ray-Ban, or a Calvin Klein, or Guess, or a Mona Lisa. Hahaha, high maintenance gila kan? Let it be, it's my life not yours.

It's silver, and it's almost the same style as my previous glasses. Wait lemme check the brand. It's PLAY, what kind of brand is that? Neh, they're only temporary. Okay, so, today.

Today there's a replacement extra class at school for maths. The teacher couldn't make it on Monday, so she held a replacement today, from 1.30 to 2.30. I decided to stay back till 5.15 so I can finish my homework (the environment makes me more hardworking than at home).

After extra class, Sarah and I went to the surau at school so she can pray. After that, we and Saiful, Harun, Aiman went to Tepian Bangi. After eating and coming back to school, we hang out in class and blah blah blah so the story goes. Homework, KOMSAS, jokes, got my bag hidden in a super spooky and empty store room on the 2nd floor, wandering around, buying ice blended-ssss, hiding Aiman's bag (again).

When it was 5.15, I went downstairs to go back, but I realized my bottle wasn't in my bag. So I ran back up to the 4th floor to look for it. We hid Aiman's bag just before we went downstairs because he was downstairs playing sepak takraw. But I couldn't find my bottle. In my heart I cursed at Aiman because I mean, who else would hide it?

Then I ran back downstairs and yelled from the 2nd floor "Mana botol aku??!!" and he said, "belakang board" while smiling. I made a face and ran upstairs to get it. Before I went down, I hid 4 of his puzzle pieces, to get even, of course. I hid them all in the flower vase on the teacher's desk.

Then I went downstairs, and I called him and said "goodluck cari puzzle kau, byeee" and he said "sori laaaaa" and I did what he did yesterday, I made a face and ignored him and went straight home hahaha. That's all bye.

Rukun Negara

School went like normal. The abnormal stuffs happened after school, but still inside school.

As every typical Wednesday, I'd go out of the school with Sarah and my friends for lunch at Tepian Bangi or Yus. Today, it was Tepian Bangi and I went ahead with Sarah because I'm in a bad mood for no particular reason, yet. When we were about to finish eating, then our friends arrived. We left early because I have a confrontation at 2.

Sarah had to pray, so we went to the surau at school. Usually we just go to Surau Al-Ikhlas to pray, but since we're rushing, it can't be helped. When she was about to pray, she asked 'Zohor kan?' for confirmation, I said 'tak, Isyak' and she doesn't give any respond so I said 'tak la, solat hajat niii' and she laughed. And she almost kicked me. But she didn't though. Haha.

Before the confrontation, we hid Aiman's bag behind a door. It was fun. After that, the expected person arrived with her backup which, by the way, didn't say a single word to me to back her up. She went into our class, we asked her to sit down and make herself comfortable. She panicked and said she'll be scared if she sits down. I know I'm tall, but no need to get intimidated by that.

Her backup was outside, wandering around. And it's obviously disturbing Sarah. She said 'die tu kalau nak masuk, masuk je lah terus!' and that girl went out to get her backup. But my other classmates came in while we were waiting for her. So her backup made a hand movement signalling us to come out and talk outside.

Gosh you should have seen me. At first I was cool, I kept quiet, I wasn't planning on exploding. But yeah, you know me, especially tired, PMSing me. I stomped my feet and raised my voice. And Sarah had to hug me to calm me down and lock my hands so I couldn't move them or raise them to someone's face. She only let go when she felt me become weak and not straining anymore.

I can't very well push her off of me, can't I? So, case closed. I'll apologise for my rude and very unexpected behavior tomorrow. Then my classmates and I went down for a treasure hunt hosted by the Rukunegara society.

I memorised almost everything from wikipedia for this thing. It was created on August the 31st 1970 by Majlis Gerakan Negara, which is a year after the May 13th 1969 tragedy which destroyed the peace and unity in our country.

And I also memorised the English version of it :)

Our team's leader is me, the team members are, me obviously, Sarah of course, and Amalia, Adriana and Farahin. Our team's name is 'Awesome-ers' because we're awesome liddat. Our team slogan is 'Justin Bieber is awesome, but we're awesome-er'. Haha, awesome kan?

We had a lot of fun playing with balloons, water, the rain, puzzle pieces, throwing darts at balloons, and the part I enjoyed the most is when I had to sit down, cover my eyes, and got fed with asam jawa, serbuk kunyit, and curry powder and I have to guess what it is. They didn't tell me what are those substances of course. I heard Adriana said "ASAL SEDAP AH" when they were about to feed me some curry powder. Why didn't someone take a picture of my face when I tasted the asam jawa?!! It was truly priceless, the way my mouth and nose scrunched up.

We ended up being number 4 in the contest of the fastest, but really, the winner will be chosen depending on how much questions they got correct also. But there's this one question that has been bugging me since I can't answer it. "Negara manakah yang tak boleh di duduk?", do you know the answer?

After hanging out and fooling around, we went upstairs to class. Aiman just realised his bag wasn't there. He pouted and said "nak tacing cam Sarah ah" and I said "tp xde sape nak pujuk" and he said "tu la pasal" but still pouted anyway. Then he got mad since no one would admit it and he can't find it.

I thought it's a very easy place to search for a bag. When he went out of the class to look for his bag, Sarah and I ran out of the class with our bags. Before we did so, we told the other guys where we hid his bag. But the stair gate at the end of the block WAS LOCKED. So we had to go up again, and we crept slowly when passing by our class.

He got out and confronted me "kau eh yang sorok?" and I was like "...yes, sorry!!" and he sulked, I went downstairs to avoid getting yelled at, seriously, he's violent when he's mad. When we went downstairs, I said sorry a lot of times. And he was like silent. Then I gave up and went to get my bag and go home.

But he also did the same. I didn't talk to him and neither did he. But I said goodbye. When I got home, I texted him if he's mad at me, he said he was just kidding. That's good.

See, it's a very long post for a short duration right? Haha bye

Shoes Off

I got all my results. And alhamdulillah I'm kinda satisfied with them. If you know my twitter or you're a classmate of mine, you'll know my results.

I came back to school at 2.40 to help my classmates with the banner for Maulidur Rasul. But we ended up not painting it because there's not enough people. We just made some extra sketches. I draw a tasbih :)

Then I went to Balai Seri Wawasan to hang out with Adleena. Then Adiib and Shifaa came. No comment. Here's the best part. When Adiib wanted to leave, Adleena waved bye-bye at him. She took my hand to wave at him. But I was holding my shoe. So the shoe was like, in front of her face. I laughed like a madman *still laughing* .

Don't ask why I was holding my shoe. I have my own reasons. Then I hang out with her at the Susur Gajah till she went back home.

Offline With Hedonism

I went to Masjid As-Syakirin near KLCC today. I joined a program hosted by IKRAMteens which is called Offline With Hedonism or O.W.H for short. You know, like the 'rempit's type : owhhh. Hehe yeah like that. My mommy drove me there. Thank you, I love you, mummy.

I had to wake up at 6 in the morning. I slept after breakfast while waiting for my mom. Then I listened to songs on the radio all along the journey. After mummy had breakfast at KLCC, she walked me over to the mosque. After signing up or more like, taking attendance, we had breakfast. I didn't eat because I ate already. Then Mariah and Atiqah arrived.

I wore my favourite slacks and a red Jeep t-shirt. When I saw other girls wearing head covers that are 'labuh', I felt awkward. Since I've never worn something like that. Also, it made my heart feel calm. I think I'm gonna try wearing it, insha Allah.

Hedonism, according to Kamus Dewan Bahasa is... okay I don't remember but the general idea is doing something that gives pleasure. It's more like, seeking pleasure, avoiding pain. Our goal in life is to be happy. And to be happy, we must follow the true path of living. And the true path of living is Islam.

I wanted to write what was in my notebook, but it's downstairs, so, sorry. But I shared some of my knowledge in the paragraph above. After dividing ourselves into groups (our leader's name is Asma and our group name is Kizuna which means 'bond', Atiqah suggested it) and hearing some motivation, and watching an epic video about Islamic history (it's super epic. It's so epic I had goosebumps more than I had when I heard "for Aslan!!!" in Narnia. And mind you, I'm a huge aficionado of Narnia), we went to KLCC to familiarise ourselves with the culture of hedonism.

Since I've been to KLCC more times than I can remember, I kinda like, remember the map already == After buying food at the bakery inside Cold Storage, we went back to the mosque. We had lunch, prayed and continued our discussion about hedonism in our groups. Next, we presented on how to avoid hedonism. After the closing ceremony, and watching a video of us (that kakak is really good, and fast in making videos), we prayed, had tea, and went back home.

Going on the Internet for a long time is also considered hedonism if you forget your daily chores and abandon your life and responsibilities. I hope, for the sake of the afterworld, you, and I, insha Allah will stay away from hedonism.

Slowly of course, I'll have a breakdown if I do it abruptly == Oh and by the way, I'm trying to widen my English vocabulary, so I put in some weird words hehe.