Infinite

Hi there. I don't know if anybody reads my blog now anyway. Since I posted about Harry Styles and my *ahem*obsession*ahem* with him (which has faded drastically thanks to my directioner sister), I figured "Hey, why not post about your next big obsession?". Then I thought, "Why not..." and here we are!

Remember when I said I strongly dislike K-Pop? Well, I still do, for most parts of the population, but somehow, just somehow, Infinite crossed that infinite barrier of dislike. Yes, I am now highly obsessed with Infinite, the boy K-Pop group. Ah, if you follow my twitter, you'll know! The first song I ever heard by them is Paradise. And no, it's not a cheerful song about sun and flowers and clouds. Nope, not at all. 

This place is a paradise only if you’re here

A paradise that has locked you in against your will

A sad paradise that you won’t go if you’re awake

A paradise that we can be together forever, oh

Well that doesn't sound cheerful to me at all... Anyway, I was done for at that time. My friend showed me Infinite in Ranking King so I was sort of familiar with them. Then I heard them sing. I saw them dance. I was totally done for. 

Infinite has 7 members, Kim Sunggyu, Jang Dongwoo, Nam Woohyun, Lee Howon, Lee Sungyeol, Kim Myungsoo and Lee Sungjong. I love them all a lot. 

Since typing a lot is tiring for me since I haven't been typing a lot for a loooooong, loooooooooong time (even though I'm a touch typist, muehehe), I'll stop here for now with an image of Infinite!

From right : Hoya, Dongwoo, Sungjong, L, Woohyun, Sunggyu, Sungyeol

Inspirit,

Dania

Tergeo

My my, this blog has gotten dusty eh?

Hello everyone! I'm back. Well, I've been back for a few days now, more than a week already. And I honesty think I need to sharpen my writing skills since it's gotten a bit rusty. Later I'll type in my continuous writing English essay which I got 45/50 hehehehehehe okay that was just for fun, and educational.

Ta-ta.

Marhaban ya Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum,

Since it's Ramadhan, I'd like to share some knowledge I have concerning this glorious month.

One is concerning du'a. If we pray to Allah when we are fasting, the du'a will insyaAllah not be rejected. As a hadeeth said

The Messenger of Allah (SAW) said; Three supplications will not be rejected (by Allah (SWT)), the supplication of the parent for his child, the supplication of the one who is fasting, and the supplication of the traveler. [al-Bayhaqi, at-Tirmidhi - Sahih] 

The second one is the taraweeh prayer. Muslims are highly encouraged to perform this prayer as the rewards are immense. You can see the rewards here. You should also perform the Fajr prayer in congregation. Usually we perform the taraweeh in congregation but we refuse to perform the fajr prayer in congregation. Why is that so? Did the Prophet (s.a.w) not mention of the rewards of performing the fajr prayer in congregation? Moreover, it's Ramadhan. All rewards will be increased tenfold.

In Saheeh Muslim (656) it is narrated from ‘Uthmaan (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Messenger of Allaah (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whoever prays ‘Isha’ in congregation, it is as if he spent half the night in prayer, and whoever prays Fajr in congregation, it is as if he spent the whole night in prayer.” 

Al-Bukhaari (615) and Muslim (437) narrated from Abu Hurayrah (may Allaah be pleased with him) that the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “If they knew what there is (of reward) in ‘Isha’ and Fajr prayer, they would come to them even if they had to crawl.” 

 So if you perform the Fajr prayer in congregation during Ramadhan, you will have the reward as if you spent TEN nights in prayer.

Wallahualam bissawab.

Shine

I wanted to say this to someone very badly, so I tweeted like so...

and then realization dawned on me. My eyes shone enthusiastically with glee and mischief, knowing it would cause people to think I meant well when instead I meant the complete opposite. I typed out the word, shine, in Google and looked up the meaning in English. 

Shine

to appear with brightness or clearness, as feelings.

As if. I wouldn't dream of wishing you brightness or clearness. Instead of getting your heart all warm and fuzzy thinking well, you should try opting for thinking actually once in your bloody life and maybe you would know the truth instead of pasting a mask of smiles on your face. You revolt me. 

Try going to this page and type the word "shine" under the "Find words -> Japanese" column. Press "search", you will find the word converted into hiragana, しね, and voilà, look at the first result. Your pitiful mind would surely shine with the new knowledge. Just because I know you're so lazy to do so much as type and click, here's the screen-cap

Here's another one from another site, a page with a list of Japanese vulgar words, I went on that page just for your sake of not being in the dark you know, just so I can take a screen-cap for your sake and yours only. Thank me.

I'm being horribly nasty here, so I hope none of you innocent beings think I'm actually talking to you. No no, I wouldn't do that to any of you. You have nothing to fear if you have nothing to hide. If you have not spite me, you are innocent in my eyes and you do not deserve this. However if you might have angered me, this might actually be a message to you, my dearly beloved. 

Shine

this might be completely uncalled for but, click the images to view them in full size.

When

This might be abstract but I think I'm losing myself. I have no idea how to define myself. I feel like I no longer have a grip on life like I did last year. I feel like I'm drifting away from joy, sadness, pain, life. Most of the time I feel angry, snappy and tense.

I don't have something to hold on to. Like a balloon filled with helium, floating away without any real destination. That's how I feel. Like I don't have a place where it all ends. I know it's in the grave, but when,

when will I stop feeling this way? 

Today...

So... today's Tuesday. Today's 17/4/2012... Today's the end of the KEJORA holidays. Today I'll be going back to TGB MJSC. Today I have not finished my biology homework. Today I'm cool.

I don't know to be excited or depressed or anything. I'm like "...I have no feelings whatsoever". Haha since when I got home, I didn't feel like being... really at home. With the homework and chores, I don't feel like I'm on holiday. Ugh, don't these people know the meaning of holidays? Well, at least I didn't do everything at the last moment. I can proudly say I've finished 95% of my homework.

Well that's all from me in this month. See you next month guys :)

4-D

I haven't made a blog post about my gang at TGB eh? Well, now I have. We call ourselves the 4-D on random occasions, it's not even an official name but yeah. 4Ds for four people with Ds? Hahaha there's me, Dania, Edora whom we call Dora, Hidayah whom we call Dayah or Yayah, and Adilah whom I seldom call Dila but always call Adijas. Her name is Adilah Jasmine so yeah.

I don't need to tell you guys about me. Reading my blog posts are enough to tell you guys who I am, right? Let's start with the roomies first. Edora. Her bed is the second bed and it's next to mine. She has a very fair skin which I am jealous of. And she has hair which I am also jealous of because it looks so... babyish. Hahahaha. She's the one who always call me Lan. She's always in a world of her own. She's like the Malay version of Luna Lovegood.

Next is Dayah a.k.a Yayah. She's in the fourth bed. She's like my stepdaughter as she calls me her stepmother. At night, I give her a bottle of baby oil and she lathers my hair with it hoho free spa. And the other day, she buffed my nails and did my hair like a conch shell. How cute. And she totally understands my obsession with my crush. I demand a stuffed turtle on my birthday from her! The 'real' turtle is very much welcomed. Hahaha stuff him in a box and give it to me, I'll keep him for sure *kening2

Last but not least is Adijas. She's not my roomie, she's in FA07, we're in FA09, but we're close. She has a rocker's voice kah kah kah and she likes Alif Satar's songs. She's a K-POP fan, I still don't see what's so cool about it but anyway. Somehow she always ended up meeting weird people like toot and Creepy Girl hahaha she got so freaked out with the latter. She can't make her mind about something on the spot, like the PUM. First she wants it, then she wants to resign, then she wants it again and now she has officially resigned from the test. Haish, she always study until late night and I occasionally have to wake her up for Subuh. I also have to wake Dayah up, which is sort of annoying when she really doesn't want to get off of her bed. She calls her mum everyday at 5pm, which I admire. Or maybe it's because she doesn't have a cell phone with her? I just text my mom. My mom supports me in bringing a phone with me because she claimed she can't stand a day without texting me hahaha you're the best. 

So I think that's all about 4-D. Stay tuned for more :D

P/S : Adijas made a blog post about us. Read it!

UPSS 1 SEM 1 2012

Last week, TGB MJSC had an examination or a UPSS. For the form 4s, it's the UPSS 1 and for the form 5s, it's the UPSS 2. My mummy forbade me to stay up at night to study after lights off, so I obeyed her. And it was for a good cause...? I don't really know how to put it but I didn't suffer by not studying after lights off.

So, I got two papers back. Additional Mathematics and Biology. Killer subjects wew. But I honestly think the Modern Mathematics paper was a lot harder. I got an A+ for Additional Mathematics, which is just like, nyaris2 , because it's 90% -.- And I got 87% for Biology. Still the highest in the class hihihihihi alhamdulillah.

So that is all. Farewell. Oh and I'm back until next Tuesday! =D

Sleepover 2k12

Assalamualaikum and happy holidays. Ceh, ok. Last night Syazana and I had a sleepover at my house. We only have sleepovers at my dad's house because there's more privacy and I don't have to deal with the constant knocking from Ilyas when I'm at my dad's place. I downloaded Dead Silence, a movie I watched at TGB.

I called for the pizza. Hehehe domino's pizza~~~ I ordered a regular cheese burst double decker meatasaurus. It was full of meat, mushroom, barbecue sauce. Yum... Ok so we ate on my bed and thankfully we were 16 so no ants came up to bite me at night. I put some chili flakes on the pizza and combined with the barbecue sauce... I'll leave it for you guys to put your imagination to work. After we finished the pizza, we watched the movie. I was soooo grateful I didn't download Ju-On. I wouldn't be able to sleep if I did... Even though I have already watched the movie, I still cover my face with a pillow hehe.

After the movie ended, we stalked some people online, namely the seniors at my school. I am okay. Hahaha. Let's just say they're not as skema as I thought they are. I won't spill anything anymore about mine and Syazana's stalking talent (kidding). You guys have to stalk em yourself. Then Syazana got tired and went to sleep whereas I continued reading dramione fanfiction. I read so much these past few days... If fanfiction can be written in the Nilam book, then I'd have the title NILAM already instead of Gangsa.

 ^Click on the picture to view it in full size^

So I ended up going to sleep at around half past three in the morning. I woke up to Syazana flapping (is it the right word? Not fapping, flapping) my comforter. I wore a baju kelawar, I can't very well type bat shirt can I? Hahahahaha ok that sounds weird. And so my 'pajamas' were lifted up while sleeping. So I woke up because I felt cold huhuhu Syazana shame on you. At 12.30, she went home.......yeah and now I'm typing away on my blog. 

That's all I think. Farewell. Assalamualaikum

Bleak

I spent some time with Syazana today. I faced some... hardship just now but I decided it's not worth ranting about. No hardship is actually. And I spent the rest of the day finishing my Biology homework and reading fanfiction. Well, mostly reading fanfiction, dramione ones.

I have to list down the homework one by one so my life will be more organized during this school holiday which doesn't seem like a holiday at all. So, here ya go.

BM : -folio Renyah
BI : ELBS on hardship
MM : finished
MT : finished
BIO : notes, module
CHEM : module, module, folio on chapter 8
PHY : module
SEJ : folio on role models/tokoh, notes
SK : bind the module, notes

so far... well... things seem bleak. But no worries, since...

Allah does not burden anyone, except with something within its capacity; beneficial for it is the virtue it earned, and harmful for it is the evil it earned; "Our Lord! Do not seize us if we forget or are mistaken; our Lord! And do not place on us a heavy burden (responsibility) as You did on those before us; our Lord! And do not impose on us a burden, for which we do not have the strength; and pardon us - and forgive us - and have mercy on us - You are our Master, therefore help us against the disbelievers."

So I know I can finish those homework on time! Go Dania go. Selamanya~ selamanya~ selamanya telekom juara~~~~ Ok tiba-tiba je nyanyi lagu rumah sukan. Bye bye, Assalamualaikum