The Proposal

I learned the song I mentioned below this morning. Before Puncak Jaya. And I have to admit, I play it pretty well for someone who just started learning that song. Muehehehe. Just ignore me and my proud moment for myself.

I watched The Proposal again today. I still laughed at the funny scenes. I almost slept through the touchy and serious moments. But I managed through it.

Amalia got her payback for making fun of my injured bottom lip. She got an injury on the exact spot, just it's on the left. Mine is on the left. Sarah got hers also. She got a stomach ache from drinking spoilt chocolate milk. Hahahahahaha I'm so evil :3

Ballad

I'm gonna try playing the song The Ballad of Mona Lisa by Panic! At the Disco on the piano. Muehehe. I downloaded the sheet music already (seriously, I'm just plain lazy to transpose the song myself). I just printed it. And I think I'll play it tomorrow morning.

Really, playing a song on the piano in the morning, before Puncak Jaya. Well, one thing, I'm fresh in the morning and my brain haven't been slaved yet, so I'll be more relaxed while playing. Secondly, people are not awake yet, and I don't smash the keyboard hard enough that people in the neighbourhood will wake up and call the cops to arrest me for playing in the morning.

Speaking of Puncak Jaya, I'll be back home early from tomorrow's Puncak Jaya. Hehehehehehe I don't have to join the English Puncak Jaya.

Shop-shop-shop-a-holic

I. AM. A. SHOPAHOLIC.

I went to Mid Valley and spent RM85 on jewellery and a bag and a bookmark. The bag had the definition of bibliophile on it. Try googling what that word means. Nah, I'll just give you the link. I love the bag, so so much. The RM85 is from my dad. It's a birthday gift. I don't like the money, I just like the satisfaction I get when I get new stuffs, which is good since it releases tension. It's like all the tension that built up inside of me since the last time I went shopping ceases just like that.

I bought the jewellery at Bonita, and I bought the bag and bookmark at MPH. I should go shopping more often when I get stressed out...

I love you guys

I logged into Facebook just a few minutes ago. And guess what I found?

THIS

I love you guys so much. And it kept coming. Well, it'll probably stop at 12. But really, thank you everyone :D

Oh and lookie here :)

Congratulations to meeeee :P

Happy 15th Birthday, Dania

Today is officially my birthday :) I got lots and lots of wishes from my friends at school, which meant they really remember my birthday, not because of Facebook, even from the ones I thought wouldn't remember since they like, kinda grew distant a long time ago. The thing that touched my heart the most is Atiqah and Syazana gave me presents. I don't want to tell what Syazana gave me. Trust me, you'll laugh if you know the meaning behind the present. Okay I'll just tell you. It's a lion plushie. Atiqah gave me a teddy bear, along with a handmade card :D

So this post is a thank you post for the people who wished me. All of you who did. I wanted to list the names, but I can't because it's too long. No matter, I'll just do it.

Thank you to Adriana, Aiman, Sarah, Aliya Fariha, Adiba, Sarah Athina, Afrina, Fikri, Amalia, Farahin, Iwana, Shahira, Mariah, Syazana, Atiqah, Lee, Aina Yaslina, Aina Helmi, Aini, Idan, Dhifi, Hazirah, Hamizah, Mawaddah, Hasya, Aishah, Anna, my mom, my dad, Nurul Atasha, Amin, Pn Noormala Sudin, Firdaus, Atikah Amira, Amin Khalili, Amira, Idzni, Kamal, Sarah Nabilah, Qistina, Akmal Aidil, Azri, Nur Iman, Mariah's brother, Izzati Asyiqin, Liau, Ken, Heydan, Siti Husna, Aida Najwa, Shahida Nadira, Miza Syamimi, Fit, Aisyah Haris, Noreiza, Adiib.

Okay that, was really tiring. Even though most of them remembered my birthday because of Facebook... -_- but still, thanks.

Surprise!

Words cannot express how much I love you guys right now. I love you guys, Amalia, Sarah, and Aiman <3 Really, I feel like hugging each of you, except Aiman. Okay I hugged them already.

They planned a surprise birthday party for me, even though it's not my birthday yet. I kinda guessed it yesterday, but Sarah and Ama did a good job in fooling me, so yeah, I really thought there wasn't going to be a birthday party for me. I braced myself for the disappointment anyway. But I wasn't disappointed. My three most loved best friends did it, for me :) They tried really hard to make me happy since I was kinda sad, okay, I was really sad, I was crying because of my exam results.

I washed my face in the girls' toilet, accompanied by Ama and Sarah. Then we went back to class to get our bags so we can change our clothing. After that, we prayed. I was in the process of cheering up. I was like, looking everywhere for Aiman. Okay, you got me. I didn't look for him. I just kept on asking. Haha. Sarah also said he couldn't find Aiman. Ama asked "kau bukak lampu takk?". Hahahaha.

Next, we went to class. It was empty. I saw Adnin. I asked her if she saw Aiman. She said he's in 3 Ini. I was like 'okay' and I continued drinking from my water bottle. She said Aiman called for me. Sarah and Ama also said he needed me. That was when I was wondering if there is really a suprise birthday party or not.

THERE WAS.

I walked in and saw Aiman holding a cake with candles lit up. They sang me Happy Birthday :') Then I blew the candles. Okay, now I remember. I didn't make a wish. Hahahaha okay it doesn't really matter anyway. Khurafat2. Anyway, here are the pictures :D

The brownie Sarah made. She didn't use the instant mixtures. She sacrificed her History studying time to make this. The candles are sponsored by Aiman.

Me cutting the brownie cake. And there's vanilla ice cream. Sponsored by Amalia, bought by Aiman who went to Econsave. Yes, that far one, using his bike.

The present Aiman gave me. It's a book, a famous one at that. Thank youuuu

This is the present Ama bought me. The story behind this is funny. I thought this was a pencil case. But then I asked Ama if my guess was right. She said "tak, die something yang kau suke". Then I felt the shape of the present, and I knew, it's a water bottle!

The conclusion is, I love you guys so so so much. And thank you for the early wishers :)

• Sarah Athina
• Farahin
• Amalia
• Adiba
• Aiman
• Sarah
• Iman

and sorry for those I forgot ><

Couldn't Believe It

I logged into my Facebook to ask anybody what time is the History exam tomorrow. Then, I opened my chat box. I saw the three lists of my friends which I made, one is for real friends that I know for real, one is for adults so I can swear without them seeing and the last one is for the rest. That's why I just approve almost anybody on Facebook. If I know them, then I'll put them in the first list.

Back to the story. I looked at my first list. It was empty. Do you know how many people I put in that list? Nearly a hundred. And I'm the only one who's online. And there's a history exam tomorrow. Has that information clicked in your brain? Good, because

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GUYS

Do they like, really study? Wow, I'm so surprised. I can't even find the will to open the book. In my mind right now is : my birthday, tomorrow exam ends, Teachers' Day celebration, Afi's band, my newly bought Message in a Bottle by Nicholas Sparks book, my birthday, and my birthday :D

I'm proud to be in a school which consists of very hardworking students. I admire your guys' efforts. Goodluck in the exam tomorrow. Even though I don't read, I still hope for the best. Yeah, nobody wants to fail on purpose. Duh. I'll just skim the books and test if I have photographic memory.

Not Worth the Cals

I'm very proud of myself and I feel very tired but I just had to blog about this :) I went cycling just now from 5pm to 6pm. And I cycled about 7km :D Or was it 6 @.@? Uh, just use the merentas desa track distance and add 1.5km, haha.

I went with Atiqah. I texted her at 3.30 ish asking if she was free. She said she was, but it looked like it was gonna rain. Then I looked outside, it was bright and sunny and hot. I was like "rain? -_-". Then after texting blahblahblah, I went to school to pick her up. Man, it was hot like I'm being roasted over an open fire, except just now the fire's up above in the sky, millions and millions of miles away.

We got lost at first. Hahaha okay no. I thought it was a dead end, but it's actually not. After cycling for a long distance, we went back to school and bought an ice blended each. Okay totally not worth the calories burnt. Haha but I was cycling just because I want to sweat, not to get myself thin. I'm gonna eat anyway.

Anything Else?

I have a tuition in less than one hour, and I'm sitting here in front of the laptop lyk3 4 B0$$. I'm not even fully dressed. So, today, exam, English paper 2, Science paper 1 and paper 2.

Aiman made a blog. Here, the link's over heeeeeere. Heh, looks like he's really addicted to blogging. For now of course. I mean, not everybody can blog consistently without getting bored. Even I get bored most of the time. Anything else of importance but not private? Nah, don't think so. So goodbye.

Yaya's Birthday

I don't know what's wrong with Blogger but it says that I'm not following any blogs. This is not funny. Not even in the slightest. It doesn't even belong to the funny genre. Even though nothing really special happened today, I'm typing in here because my long-lost friend Adriana keeps on asking me about my blog. So here it is.

I answered three papers today. And I don't want to talk about them, fullstop. Today is Yaya's birthday. I remembered when I put the date for the exam, but then when I got home, I forgot. Like, I really forgot. Then I slept when I got home. I set the alarm for 3.30 but I don't know how, I slept until 6.30. Nice one. I was like "whyyyy did someone wake me up" then I went down and saw a load of plastic bags containing food and cakes and presents. Then I was like "OMG today is Yaya's birthday". What a nice sister -_-

Now I'm not studying for my science exam tomorrow. Instead I'm writing in here. I'm such a diligent student. No matter, I'll make my exercises in front of the laptop, while chatting. I just sneezed and I just had a coughing fit. It's all Aiman's fault for spreading the virus. Or maybe it was Fikri?

Sheet Music

Honestly, I need to start being more organized. My sheet musics are strewn almost everywhere. So I decided to buy a file, which, by the way, I haven't bought yet. I print like wayyyy too much sheet music. And every single time I print it, three or four or even EIGHT pages come out. Way to go Dania. Nicely done. And to make matters worse, I haven't completed my Folio Sejarah. And that means I have to save up my new printer's ink so I can print it on time. Talk about no freedom, huh.

Moreover, the sheet musics I print are sometimes not even accurate and most of them are too hard for me to play! Can you like, imagine my fury on the transcriber? Okay, I should probably blame myself for being such a noob in piano JK I'm not gonna say I'm a noob just so people would tell me "oh nooo you're like so good in playing the piano". Nope, I don't fish for compliments. I don't fish at all.

I'll Be Right Here

So here I am sitting in front of the laptop with nothing to do except wait for Sarah to come home so I can finish my KGT title and study in peace. I plan on doing my revision with a friend, but that friend couldn't come.

So I'll just do my revision alone. Heh, forever alone. Atiqah where are you I wanna go out and ride my bicycle T.T I'm gonna cry wuuuu ~ JK.

Three Life Lessons

Based on your life today at school, write about three life lessons you have learnt.

Since Adriana did not come to school today, I will try to make this post as vivid as possible. You better thank me for this, Dana.

This morning, I sang happy birthday to my mom the moment she came out of the room. Okay, not exactly the moment but yeah, you get the idea. She said thank you and she sent me to school. As I was walking inside the school, I felt something is wrong with my skirt. I could feel it since I didn't wear pants inside my skirt today. Then I groped my waist. And I was like OMG when I found out the clasp has got off, and the skirt was threatening to drop. I held on the skirt as if it was life itself, walked briskly to my normal place and dropped my bag and files on the floor, and ran with Sarah to the walkway next to the discipline room to fix my skirt.

Lesson #1 : always wear pants inside your skirt.

Class went on as usual. It's Fithriyaani's birthday today, and guess who gave her a jar of Cadbury's chocolate? Yeah, Naim did. But Naim asked Mawaddah and Hasya to give it to her. Then Fithriyaani gave some of us some, because she's so nice. Aiman asked some from me, but I said I ran out of them, it's true. Then Fithriyaani gave us some more, and I ate them, Aiman said "ooo kate takde. tipu ehh" and I tried to explain the truth but he won't listen. So I ended up sulking while playing Killer. And before I went out for recess, Aiman offered one of his chocolates. I refused, since I already have mine. When I walked out of the class, he put his hand in front of me and fed me. Unluckily, Sarah saw that and she kept on and on and on about that.

Lesson #2 : never let Aiman feed you when Sarah is near.

Puan Junainah came in for Sejarah and checked out our folios. I got scolded because she followed the past year folio scheme. And then I gave my 2011 scheme. Heh, I was right. Puan Jahani didn't come in because she had a meeting. But it's okay since I didn't even plan on passing up my folio today. We learned Linear Equations II during Maths extra class today. Sorry to say, it was hard, Adriana. No matter, I'll teach you. Or maybe you should just ask Amalia. Haha.

Lesson #3 : always keep yourself updated with the current folio scheme.

Then I went downstairs with Amalia and Aiman. Aiman came with his bike, so he must go back with his bike. Amalia had to call her mom, so I gave her 20 sen. I called my mom too. But Ilyas answered it T.T So that's all that happened at school today.

With a Bang

And memories just hit me like that with a bang, and I can feel my heart fall down to my stomach, knowing that it's never going to be the same.

It's painful enough to leave the past behind, but it's much more painful reminiscing the past. Especially when you're happier during the past. I don't know what I've become now. And it's the most painful when you try to delete the past, delete the history, erasing it so it becomes non-existent and you don't have any proof it ever existed except when inside your tiny heart, there's a voice saying that it happened and you believe that voice.

A Reply

This post is dedicated to Atiqah.

Waalaikumsalam. First of all, I would like to apologise for the super duper late reply. I wanted to answer immediately, but I knew if I did, then it won't be a sincere thing. So, I decided to make a whole post, just for that.

I've been doing fine. Nah, it's not only you. I think it's me too. There's just, almost nothing to talk about. It's just really awkward. Maybe it's because the way I talk is completely different from the way you talk. I'm very sorry. But I don't think I can do anything to just cut off the awkwardness.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder eh? I'm really glad you kinda feel that way. Moreover, you care about me, that makes me feel uh, how do it put it, really grateful. Thank you. Really, every night? You must miss me a lot then hahaha sorry perasan.

Yeah, people change. Like your recent post, even in one day a human can change a lot in a lot of ways. I don't even know what I've changed into. I'll try to talk to you, to be what we used to be. Nah, the posts I made are not even that important so don't spin your head thinking about it.

Sincerely,

someone who doesn't even know why she's writing in such formality,

Dania.

3 Inovatif Family Tree

So, there's a family tree for 3 Inovatif 2011. But it doesn't consist of all members. Sorry to those who are not in here. This family tree is created due to the creative minds of my friends and also me.

So let me explain how this family tree goes. Adriana married Aswan and got 2 boys, Aiman and Fikri. Sarah laughed because the colours are so... contra. Sorry :/ Then Fikri marries Afrina and gets Sarah Athina.

I got adopted by a single mom, Iman. And I got married to, look at the picture, and got Sarah and Amalia. They're twins. But one ovum is not fully developed so that ovum is fertilised and turns into Sarah. The other one is fully matured so it becomes Amalia. Sarah is stubborn since she says "mummy and daddy degil. dapat genetic due2, jadi lagi degil". Okay, stop with the excuses, Sarah.

Now for my neighbour. Our neighbour is Saiful who gets married with Idzni and gets a baby named Fithriyaani. Fithriyaani then marries Naim who is a van driver. I wanted to write lorry driver but Sarah insisted otherwise.

Let me remind you one more time, this family tree is made just for entertainment purposes solely. And it's not from my brain only, it's mainly from my friends'. I just play the role of the secretary.

Pride

I finished my KGT :') I'm so proud of myself for finishing the KGT not right before passing it up. For the first time in history, I finished it 4 days before I have to pass it up. Haha.

I just tidied up my bed. It was a huge mess like, 5 minutes ago. Papers were strewn everywhere, and cables were tangled. And books were here and there. And yes, I am exaggerating. Please, I'm a neat person. Yes, I'm being sarcastic.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Hormones maybe? I keep wanting to mess around with people and make sarcastic remarks all over the place. Like even now I so badly want to put a sarcastic remark, or maybe, a whole essay full of sarcasm. Mind you, I speak fluent sarcasm *kening2. I wanted to put *eyebrow2 but it seemed so... awkward and weird, so I decided not to.

I also just finished my literature. Okay, that seemed so unimportant. But I just want to rant here. So bear with it. Goodluck Dania.

Unpredictability

Today is a kinda eventful day. That's why I'm typing in here, because there was something worth remembering today, and worth appreciating.

Siti Sarah a.k.a. my spoiled best friend a.k.a. my foster daughter had a fever and is still having it. She wanted to stay after school with me and Adriana. As if I would let her. I acted like a real mom hehehe okay not funny, but really, I did. If she wasn't complaining, then I wouldn't scold her. But nooo, she just had to complain on and on and on, and you think I won't be annoyed? Think again. I sent her off till she reached her mom's car.

So... that leaves me with Adriana. We went to pray with Iman after Adriana's extra English class. When I got back from class, Adiba was waiting for Iman, alone in our class. Aww, her pretty face looks so cute hahaha, no, really, it is. I saw a note in my KH textbook, Aiman left because I thought I was gonna ignore him because he slept in class ==

I got so mad I tweeted ....okay I don't remember what I tweeted but I tweeted something immediately after reading that note. Then Adriana and I went outside to eat, and went to the library, read some books on the different cultures in Malaysia (nerds, typical) and I slept. I thought I was gonna drool.

A few minutes before 4, we went outside before the library teacher shoos us. We went to the toilet, Adriana waited outside. Then when I was fixing up my tudung, Adriana came inside and said "Aiman datang" and I was like O.O "Aiman Azfar or Nurul Aiman???". She said "Aiman Azfar lah, buat ape aku nak cakap kalau Nurul Aiman". I thought she was messing around since Aiman went to Zarif's house. I peeked outside and I saw him and I was like "OMGOMGOMG what have I done".

Turned out he came to school by bike. Like, really. He was sweating and he looked reaaaally tired. I was like "asal datang gak?". He said ...aaa I don't remember that one either but I said sorry a lot of times. Really, I didn't expect him to come for real!

Yeah, he's really nice. And really unpredictable ==

Mom Appreciation Post 2k11

I wish I could do something for my mom on Mother's Day.

But I ran out of ideas. I'll brainstorm later this night. In the meantime, I'm doing my KGT which hasn't even reach 8.0 yet... Nice one. Gentle. Hahaha I don't know why but I've been saying 'gentle' a lot. And no, it doesn't bring the meaning mild and soft.

I'm going to write about my mother. Her name is Fairuz bt Musa. She was born on 16 May (our birthdays are on the same month) 1971. Her mom's name is Fatimah bt Che Wan and her dad is Musa b Mat Zain. She has 4 siblings and she's the second, but she's the first sister. She was born in Taiping, Perak.

She works as a reservoir engineer at HESS. I have her business card, want it? Haha JK. She scolds me when I do something wrong or when I sleep late or wake up late. I know it's annoying but deep down, I know that when moms scold their kids, they just want the best. I know because I scold my youngest brother because I want him to be a gentleman, not a sissy and not a rebel.

She spent a lot on us 3 siblings, mostly for medical expenses.

When I was in Form 1, I had a branchial cleft cyst. And there was no insurance. I had like almost 10 consultations at a private hospital and each consultation costs RM 35. I was given medicine for almost every consultation. So my mom has to pay more. When they wanted to diagnose my disease, they had to perform a CT scan. And that scan costs RM 800. So, my mom spent more than a thousand for me in Form 1 just for medical expenses.

I tell her all my problems and almost everything about me, including who I date, and such. She even met him last week. She approves him, I think. She prefers him over my ex, so she must've approved.

I wanted to tell more about my mom but that means I have do delve in deeper in my family's stuffs, so I'll stop here.

I love you mummy. Happy Mother's Day.

Walking Home

I just got back. I walked back home from school. My bike is not in good conditions any more, for now. So I'll stick to walking home from school. I know, it's far. Like, more than 500m maybe. But if it's with a friend, then I don't mind.

There was no koko today for me, since UBK cancelled the meeting :) Happy ni. Haha so I watched guys play takraw. It was fun. Sarah and I talked to Izzy, she spent most of the time talking to him, I just listened and said some things occasionally. He asked if Aiman and I are an item. I said 'asaaaal ah' but sadly an hour later he found out in the middle of the road.

I don't like telling things about my relationship here, so I'll end this now please and thank you.

Pulas Pulas

Mummy didn't go to work today because Ilyas is sick. So, she sent Yaya to school first and then dropped me off at school. Ilyas tagged along :/

I actually planned to walk home with a friend, but since Mummy didn't go to work... you get the idea. I got free food hehe. An apple, and some chocolates. I didn't plan on eating lunch, but since I was bored waiting for my friends to finish their food, I ate.

I almost *(pulas ape eh English? turn eh, ape2 je lah)* someone's ear because I thought that person didn't pray. I asked Mobek, she said she didn't see anybody go pray. Well, whatever.

God, I hate being so discreet. But it's for my own good anyway. If I stop being discreet, adeeeee je yang gatal tangan nak pegi tekan comment button tu and go post hate stuffs. Eeeeee.