The Swear Jar

I dunno why but when I read the title I think it's kinda spooky. LOL. Yeah whatever. I'm here to talk about it.

The Swear Jar.

LOL how many times am I gonna say that? I'm typing more 'LOL's than I should've. It's only a piggy bank (no, it doesn't take the shape of a pig). I wanna bank more money in it but I'm too lazy to do it daily. Soooo, I turned it into...

The Swear Jar.

OMG I love doing that. The rule's simple. Whenever I swear (which is like, um, I dunno, every hour?) I have to deposit 20 cents. Whenever I say the F word, I have to deposit 50 cents. I really have to stop saying the F word. That's why I made the fine 50 cents instead of 20. So far, I deposited RM 1.20 into

The Swear Jar.

OK I seriously have to stop doing that. I'm going nuts since it's exam season. There's no relationship actually between exam season and me going nuts, just wanna blame em. I put RM 1 for the F word. I said it 2 times. And 20 cents for crab (you get it...). I think it'll be full before the end of the year if I keep on swearing like this...

Happy Birthday to Me!

I'm 14 years old today!

Besides my birthday, today is also Luqman's birthday and the first day of the Mid-Year Examinations. Yeah, sounds creepy right? I just wanna thank my pals who gave me presents today (Ama n Atiqah), sang me a Happy Birthday song live (Atiqah, Syazana, Lee, Sarah) and last but not least, those who wished me Happy Birthday. Be it live, text or on Facebook, ya guys really made my day!

Enjoy the pics.

All Praise to Allah

Alhamdulillah.

All praise to Allah.

With His will, I am able to finish the presentation. What presentation? You must've think I've gone mad preparing a presentation when the exam's less than 24 hours away!

I created a Power Point Presentation on Pahlawan Pasir Salak. It consists of 16 slides (I think). I put in the synopsis, the characters and characteristics and also the moral values. I didn't put in the language style because the teacher said those 3 mentioned above are most likely to come out in the exams.

I created the presentation because BM stuffs are hard for me to memorize. And you think I'm gonna read it in a black-on-white sheet of paper till it gets into my head?? Of course I can do it, but I won't remember it even if I studied a sheet of paper for 5 hours straight. The easier way for me : watch a presentation, complete with custom animations.

Yeah it's a tough and tiring and boring job creating it. But I felt a lot better when I don't have to open books to study BM. Now I'm so tired, I wanna sleep. Bye

Award

Hey y'all!

I miss my blog, even though I was separated from it for a few hours. Getting stressed out daily makes me crave for a spot to just let go and share my feelings. And here it is! I think of my blog as a diary, but you can read it if u wanna.

I really deserve an award for today =) Wanna know why? I didn't sleep at all during school today. And I didn't even feel sleepy, even during Sivik. Hear that? EVEN DURING SIVIK. Now that's what I call the 8th Wonder of the World. I don't know why, but I really felt not-sleepy-ish today. I didn't frown today, I think. Well, if I did frown, it's not a serious one.

Even when Naim called me pussy I didn't beat him up. I didn't even get mad at him for all I care. Haha. What do you think of that, huh, huh?

Even when I walked past the Khalili guy I didn't care. I felt like (this time it's real!) I never knew him and I never did have a crush on him! Now that's another achievement right?

So the conclusion is, today is (not using past tense coz it's still today) good. No it's not good, it's extremely great and I improved myself in not-sleeping-in-class-ness, patience, and forget-about-the-what's-his-name-ness.

Really felt great.

The letter M

M is for Monday.

M is also for Mathematics.

M is for Me.

So many things start with the letter M. There's no particular reason I put that letter as the title :). I just thought of what happened at school today. Okay, I'll tell you just out of total boredom.

The 2nd period for my class today is PJ. The other girls in my class didn't change their clothes coz the teacher is absent (I think...), but I changed along with my BFFs from the next class (2 Karisma). Then we went down and hang out in our usual spot for last year (under the stairs LOL) while watching the boys play badminton (we were not stalking boys!). We talked and talked till 9 am, then we changed clothes again.

The next period was English. Even though there are only 15 minutest till recess, the teacher still asked us to go down to the APD room. When the teacher was distributing books, I slept. When I got out of the APD room, Syazana could guess I was sleeping just now :)

Recess: I went to the library with my BFFs. I slept (again...) then I grabbed a Science revision book and studied chapter 4 of Form 1.

After recess: Nothing much happened during Geography. Then MATHEMATICS!! I love Maths. The teacher's nice and I understand what she says. Today we did the exercises again for the upcoming exam. I did about 20 questions or so then I got soooo tired. I slept (man Dania, r u hibernating?)... I slept peacefully for about 10 minutes then Saiful shook my table saying "Gempa bumi!!". I knew there was no earthquake, but I was disturbed so I woke up. Then I continued my sleep after staring at Saiful. I slept so peacefully that I didn't realize my face was literally touching the desk (I slept on my arm). Then the Naim guy snapped his finger and called me. I woke up. He thought I was pretending to sleep. Supid guy. Then I said "xya la kacau org tido" with my sleepy voice. He was surprised to hear it (the voice)...

I think that's all. I'm gonna sleep in 30 minutes, so bye.

Beware of the Genie

I just got an inspiration on what to write. But suddenly when I saw this page and I wanted to type, I thought, "What was I gonna type just now?". I tried to remember. I couldn't. I didn't give up! I tried to remember again. But the Justin Bieber song Baby was on, and I couldn't concentrate. I asked my lil sis to shut it up, not slow it down. But she didn't, she slowed down the volume. And it's getting on my nerves, man! So, I'm gonna write about her. Haha...

Last night she just created her own blog because mine looks so pretty (LOL, jk). I helped her and I was tired like hell and I was damn glad it's over. The link's down there, look for it youself. It's really simple, like a typical 10 year old girl's diary. Even the name doesn't make sense...

Something else happened last night. That something made her hate the name "Daniel". I was chatting with Daniel, I said my sis is watching. He asked her to go pray Isya'. She didn't wanna. Then he said his older bro's friend once got disturbed by a Muslim genie. Then I said "really?". He said it's real and it's because his bro's friend didn't pray. I looked at Yaya and she was covering her eyes. I stared at her and then suddenly, UWWWAAAAAAA!! What a damn loud piercing scream... She was scared. I laughed at her and she didn't even wanna get down from the bed. Then she went to my dad's room and peace restored in my room... LOL. I told Daniel what happened. He laughed. Haha. That's all I guess. :D

Dammit..

Am I mad, you ask? What do you mean by mad? Mad as in crazy or mad as in angry? Neither. Then what's wrong with me? I'll answer that question.

I AM FURIOUS.

I AM FURIOUSLY OUTRAGED.

Why, you ask? Oh just because I can't comment anything on Facebook using my favourite browser of all times : Internet Explorer 8. I love using IE8. I'm using it right now. But I don't know why the heck I'm suddenly having a problem with it. A big, major problem. Now I have to use Mozilla Firefox if I wanna make any comments on FB. I'm trying to download Google Chrome to see if I can ever replace my beloved IE8...

BTW, I swam 690m during the swimming lesson just now.

What have I done?

I'm just gonna repeat things if you guys don't mind... WHAT HAVE I DONE???

I'm supposed to stay away from him! Why the hell was I chatting with the Khalili guy in the evening???

I'm supposed to forget him! Why the hell (purposely put it) was I looking for his name in the chat list???

Relax, Dania. OK, now I'm kinda relaxed. You wanna know why I'm so freaked out at a good thing (yeah, being in good terms with other people is a good thing, right?)? Okay, here it is.

When I'm in good terms with the Khalili guy, I'll get attached to him. And I'll chat with him everyday. But unfortunately, his emotion is also unstable like me... (now I know what Acap must've felt when I get mad...) He gets mad easily (like me...). But I don't channel my anger through my friends. I only tell them how I feel about something and I'll curse. Then I'll feel a bit better. I don't make my friends my punchbag! Okay, back to the Khalili guy. When he gets mad, he'll channel his anger through me. Which means, I get all the blame.

Then I'll be sad.

MAJOR, SUPER SAD.

That's why I'm supposed to stay away from him. AAAARGH!! See, my emotions are totally unstable. I get mad quickly, sad quickly, happy quickly, frustrated quickly, you get the idea right?

Okay, now I'm gonna try with all my will to get detached from the Khalili guy.

Sleeping Lessons

Huh? Sleeping lessons?? What. Is that?

LOL. You guessed it, slept during lessons. Okay, today.. Hm.. I slept during BM, but I still can listen so I didn't get left behind when the teacher read out the answers. And then during the interval between BM and Science, I slept again. But this time, I didn't bother to cover. I didn't sleep at all during Science coz I was busy jotting down important stuffs in my vocabulary book. It's hard 4 me 2 4get things that were spoken by the teacher and jotted down in a book. But when I jot down things that are not spoken by the teacher, it's like I'm writing blindly and I won't remember a lotta stuffs.

Aah.. S stands for Sivik right? It also stands for Sleep :) Yeah, I slept during Sivik but I moved my fingers (I'm holding a pen) to look as if I'm writing. After I woke up around 10 minutes later, I had a line from just below my eye to my cheek. LOL. It showed! I didn't sleep during Maths either but when I got home I slept for a long, long time...

Oh, and during school, something happened. I was merrily (yeah right..) walking. Lee n Syazana were waiting my the stairs. It was reccess time. I turn around the corner near 2 Karisma. And I was shocked... I saw Amin Khalili. I'm not gonna tell ya guys in detail what happened coz I know someone's bound to laugh at me. LOL. We DID NOT bump into each other. Hey, Ikan Keli and Mobek, why didn't you tell me huh the Khalili guy was there. You could have warned me.

Back at home, just now, the Khalili guy(don't wanna use the word 'A' by itself) texted me. He blamed me for something I didn't do. I didn't go to the counselor again. But he said, thx to me, he got a counseling(is that right?) session. I said I didn't go to the counselor again. Then he said "aah takpe ar, surry". I didn't reply. Hey, I didn't do ANYTHING so don't blame me for EVERYTHING!!!

Mon Nouveau Surnom

Me: Guess what?

Me again: What?

Me: I got a new nickname!

Me again: What is it?

It's DABU. It sounds just like that. D-A-B-U. You wanna know the story of how I got the nickname? Well here it is. I'll type this for your entertainment.

It happened this evening. It was sunny and the sun was still shining brightly in the afternoon sky. It was around 2.30 pm. The wind was bringing the smell of school from the foot of the hill. Okay shall we stop with the description and get straight to the point?

I was gonna type my name in Facebook. I was at Atiqah's house at the time. I was very comfortable typing on my own keyboard but Atiqah's was a bit higher and harder than mine. Mine are easy to press and they lie low. I'm used to typing without looking a lot at the keyboard and the monitor. Yeah you can guess what happened after that.

If you guessed I typed the N and I in my name into B and U, then ten points for you! My name is D-A-N-I-A. my finger slipped when I was about to press the N and I. Syazana saw the outcome. It was a good thing I watched the monitor before I typed the A or my nickname will be Dabua and THAT is soooo not cute! I think DABU is pretty cute coz it's kinda like fluffy or sumthin. You know, Dabu rhymes with KEKABU. And kekabu is soft and fluffy.

So that's mon nouveau surnom!

La vie est censée être vécue

Did you notice? The title's in French. Google it up if you like.

I moved on already. I don't have a crush on Amin Khalili anymore. I don't wanna tell you guys publicly about the reason coz it's gonna look like I'm saying bad things behind him. And I don't want that, right?

Life must be continued.
To be lived to its fullest.
To be cherished all the time.
You never get a second shot in life.
No matter how much you pray.
NEVER.
So NEVER regret living.
NEVER ask questions about why you were borned.
Allah the Almighty gave us life.
NEVER waste the precious gift.

Vivons aujourd'hui, comme c'est le dernier jour que vous aurez jamais vivre

Chocolates for ....

LOL. Who did you guys think I'm giving the chocolates to? Answer my question okay. I'm gonna give em to my teachers. But I only have 19 chocolates. So I'm gonna give 7 to my previous class teacher, 6 to my BM teacher and 6 more to my Agama teacher. I'm giving it to the BM and Agama teacher coz I had the experience of sleeping during their classes. LOL

Here's the pic. I'm totally outta ideas so I'm just gonna stop here...

The imperfection proves it! I did it myself, not bought it. MADE IT!

Bye2

Never...

I never met anyone so close to perfection as this guy...

He's nice. He doen't curse. He never watched porn. He's not a pervert.
He's athletic. He loves sports.
He got a cool figure. He got triceps and calf muscles.
He's smart. He got straight A's.

He's soooo cool!!! And he's so nice to me :) He's a great friend.

He's almost perfect...

Today was my birthday party. I don't wanna tell much coz it's out of the title right? You guys can see the photos in my Facebook. You can read more at Atiqah's blog. I'm too lazy right now to type long things. Coz I'm chatting with him (the guy above)

Brain Train

Hi everybody!

Guess what I'm doing. If you bothered to read the title above, you should know. But I'll tell ya again. I'm training my brain. Haha. Now the insides of my head feels cool and relaxed. Really, I'm not lying. It really felt cool. Why, you ask? You wanna know? Don't ask me, I don't know the answer either. Haha.

Sorry for all the "haha"s. I'm just feeling relaxed and all my worries are like, poof! You get it right? It's the same feeling as swimming for the first time after a month without it. If you guys wanna train your brain too, here's the link.

Lumosity

Absolute Boyfriend

OMG this manga was so unpredictable. The ending was so touching I cried... Yeah I know, why cry because of a manga? Uwaaa.. This manga is the best I've ever read! The ending was so saaaaad... Tiqah, u read it?

The way Night said to Riiko he loved her forever and then when she got home, Night's wrapped up already. I cried that time :D Read it. It's soooo cool!

Absolute Boyfriend

I'm too depressed

AMIN KHALILI.
That name meant a lot to me.
Now, it still does.
It left a big gaping hole in me.
It'll take a long time to recover.
.
He said something.
He said it so casually.
He made me cry.
.
I don't want him.
I don't want any guy.
I just wanted...
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.
.
A friend.
.
Guys are not worth being mad over.
Guys like him.
Guys like AMIN KHALILI.
The boy who asked help from me.
The boy who never cared about me.
The boy who is so damn selfish.
The boy I deleted from my Facebook account.
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The boy I used to love.
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Dania.

Suicide

Ok, I wanna ask you guys. Have you ever considered committing suicide? Be honest, please. I really wanna know. I wanna know if I'm the only troubled one. If you answered yes to the previous question, how many times have you considered it?
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I, Wan Nur Dania binti Wan Muhmad Rizuan, admit that I have considered, reconsidered and so on about committing suicide. I have my own reasons. But then I think about the fun things in life. Like piano. I can't just give up everything.
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Life is about living it. And moving forward.
All.
The.
Time.

Friends Enable Me to Make it!

I need friends.
You need friends.
Everybody need friends.
I have friends.
I have true friends.
Do you?
I have fake friends.
Do you?
Are my true friends true?
Or are they faker than ever?
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Everyday,
I wake up in the morning,
Who do I think of first?
Atiqah.
Who do I think of when I get to school?
Safi. Syazana. Elissa.
Who do I think of during the assembly?
Lee. Amin.
Who do I think of during Sivik?
My fellow sleeping partner, Aiman.
Who do I think of during BM?
My fellow hate-BM friend, Saiful.
What about in class?
Sarah. Amalia.
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When I get home,
I miss my friends.
I think of them,
I wonder,
Are they thinking of me too?
.
Because to me,
Friends are one of the reasons
I'm able to make it through the day.

NOT SUITABLE FOR KIDS

This post is not gonna be long (I think) coz I really dunno what to type.. Codes:
1) RED: super curses
2) PURPLE: common curses
3) GREEN :could be a curse
4) YELLOW: mild curses
5) KINDA BLUE: not a curse but still bad
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Ok, this morning, I was super bored so I texted my crush. Yeah it's still boring coz he replies like a tortoise (I used to call him that). Oh yeah now I know what to write. I'm gonna curse here. So...
THIS IS A WARNING TO ALL GOODY-TWO-SHOES. DO YOU TOLERATE CURSES? IF NOT, PLEASE LEAVE RIGHT NOW.
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Ok there. YOU WERE WARNED.
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There's this girl who also likes my crush. And she's jealous (serves you right, spying on him all the time!). I have this comment that says I just learned the backstroke yesterday. I said it's vavi coz water keeps splashing into my nose and mouth. Then she fuckingly commented that backstroke is easy. I got pissed off and said the water got splashed because people keep swimming and splashing. And I also said that yeah swimming is easy, so I challenge you to a match of freestyle.
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Then the dumbass said freestyle is hard. Serves her right being so stuck-up! She said breast stroke. I said freestyle. She said breast stroke and she challanges me to a race using breast stroke. I mean, fuck it, everybody can do breast stroke. I said no, freestyle. Then she gave up.
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Stupid stuck-up girl. I really, really hate her. No wonder my crush hates her like fucking hell!
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Try to count my curses :)