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March 9, 2011

Broken Rules

No, I'm not supposed to fall in love with you.

I'm seriously torn and confused right now and I don't want to talk to anybody except you. A sorry is not supposed to make me melt. No, I must be rock-hearted. Being a person who melts so easily is the reason for all my previous heartbreaks. I'm NOT supposed to love you.

...But why, why, why? YA ALLAH please give this weak girl some strength and guide her to the right way.

I don't know who to talk to about this. I can't have my girl friends... Girls, uh, kinda, uh, never mind. I'll talk to Aiman tomorrow. Early in the morning. Yes, Aiman will listen. Oh Allah I'm so paranoid.

7 comments:

KIBOU NO KIOKU said...

Hye again,again.haha,Ouh noo,this post is soo familiar.You're a fifteenager,its so normal,and its so complicated,its so dramatic,and mine,tragic too.But those emotions is just another thing I miss badly when I turned this old.*xdela tua sgt,haha.Live your fifteen,or you're going to beg for it when you get older. :) *btw,sorry if I sounded so like..feminine..?hahaha,maybe more to like a stranger whos trying to advise yet got nothing to do with your life.haha

Rhea said...

Haha, I really love your comments. My friends who are like, good girls, make me feel like I'm so bad for talking about guys. I'll try to live my fifteen, or more like, 14. No need to be sorry. Thank you for your advice, I really appreciate it :)

KIBOU NO KIOKU said...

WHAT???!good girls make u feel bad for talking about guys?????
Thats weird,becoz talking about guys is girls thing.haha *I'm talking about myself.hahaha.U know what,on the first week of school this year,I feel like I should kill those in 3Kar for taking my place,but yeah,later on,I choose to love my f3 juniors coz u guys are at lucky age.Watching u guys is like watching my ownself.so i'm just trying to help so that u guys won't waste ur fifteen like I did.*and yet miss 15 badly the next following years. =(

Rhea said...

Good girls like, religious girls. They don't like to talk about guys. Oh you're 16? Which class are you in right now? Hehe thank you for loving us juniors.

KIBOU NO KIOKU said...

No,I'm not 16,and yes,I'm denying it.haha,ahhhh,religious girls?theres no such type of girls in my life,honey.theres only good,and bad.when I'm not obviously religous,doesn't mean I'm bad.I'm in 4Krea.and welcome for the thanks,hehe.and yes I know u.haha,asal rase cam senior tepinggir ah>?haha,I know most of juniors,but not many of them know me,*sweat! hahaha =D

Rhea said...

eh, sori doh hehe I don't know you because you didn't put your real name haha. Oh, I call the good girls as the religious girls. Uuuuu you know meee *terharu* haha. I'm one of the girls that tend to be on the bad side hehe. So, do you mind telling me your name?

KIBOU NO KIOKU said...

hahaha,*sedeh.
I don't mind,I'm a humble gurl *u wish!haha
My name is Nurul Amalina Bt Kamal.*eceh,mcm time dajah satu punye first day lak.
u just tend to be bad,u're not.
I'm just a girl who loves juniors(sumtime even afraid of juniors),haha.I did add u on fb,but yeah,u said theres a privacy or sumting,so I understand why u didn't approve me anyway. =)